It’s Here!

It’s almost here. The attorney filed the divorce papers with the court clerk 2 days ago. I saw the address of my soon-to-be ex. I knew. There were several problems during the relationship. For some reason, I don’t know why, I feel numb.

I’ve waited. I … No! I am not going to mourn what I have already mourned. I’m done. I have a beautiful life. I am surrounded by people who love me and I love them. I have a beautiful home that I am filling with love and blossoming flowers. I am studying all the topics I have questions about and want to experience. I can plan all I want. I can work all I want. I can rest all I want. I can help others all I want. I can encourage myself. I can be me.

I had a few questions in my teen years that I didn’t explore then but have the opportunity to explore now—Who am I? What do I like to do? What do I want? I am smiling now that I have the opportunity to discover and explore and expand/develop the answers to these questions. I am an explorer—I like to ask questions and find answers. I take pleasure in education of the mind, body, and spirit. I love my God and am excited about what He has already shown me and what is to come.

Thank You, Jesus, for the freedom to be me.


November 2013 Blossom



Strengthened by God’s dunamis power,

Equipped with His penetrating vision,

and saturated with His perpetual love

and unmatched righteousness.